The death of love

I try to hate you
but I cannot
I try not to love you
but I cannot
These feelings inside
reside, prevail
consuming me
like a wildfire
You turned away from me
leaving me standing alone
and I felt pain
like never before
It ached, deep within
drowning out reality
and locking me in cold misery
I cried tonight
tears of sorrow
and felt my heart break
Raggedly, into pieces
you didn't even say goodbye
you don't even care
and now I know the true you
I saw your face
before I died
and heard your laughter
mocking me as I went
so now I'm gone
forever away from you,
facing the death of love
I slipped into the darkness