Fool

I'm a fool
for wanting you
craving you like
an addiction
an ache deep inside
I can't hide from it
I don't want to and yet
I run, because I'm scared
because I care.
Because it is too soon
I don't want to lose
but can I ever really win?
These feelings,
I didn't ask for them
I told myself no,
not again, not now
never again
but I have no control
and now I hide from you
Showing you more of me
than others have ever seen
I am a fool
for thinking you cannot see
I will not say it,
I will deny it
I am not falling...
I am a fool.