The Burning

I stand alone, afraid
I am confused though seeing clearly
There is a craving deep inside of me
for something forbidden
I feel a secret thrill
each time I cave into my desire
not even caring that it makes the hunger grow
But I wonder, in moments of clarity
if this will save me or destroy me
Solitude has kept me captive
for far too long. I yearn to break free
Rigid walls hold my heart prisoner
walls that I built myself for safety
I'm feeling reckless, wild, and dark
I want the fire, the heat
even though I know the burn comes later
Set free I'll be uncontrollable
untamed ~ a challenge
Waiting for someone to capture me
To dominate and master me
I want to fight, biting and scratching
Until all the anger's gone
replaced with passion and lust
and I've found the one.